These days ain't good. How bad? Well you can imagine yourself in a dense forest, with what's visible are only trees...Nothing but trees. My life is like a black paper, where you only can use certain pen to write on. If you run out of such pens, your life will be meaningless. How can I make my life better? Problems are surfacing itself more and more often. Of course, they are usually caused by me. But how can I solve them? Or how can I prevent similar problems from resurfacing?